Sunday 2 January 2011

*sigh*

well. i'm pretty well fucked up right now. JSBDHJBAHBHBDHBAHBFGHRGSBFGBSDBSHBFHBSJFHBHSBCNSHCBHFBSHFBHSBFHSDSJDBHSBHJFBHSBFHBFHBFJSFHSFHBSHDBS fuck this, fuck that, fuck you, fuck off.
hhh. oke2. selow2. hhhh. inhale, exhale.
let it be
let it go
take it slow
chill
calm down.





I CAN'T. :''''|
note for myself : Dont do something permanently Stupid... just because you are temporarily upset.
and, big thx for those people who were supposed to walk into my life, teach me a lesson, and then walk away. oh!! and.....this one's for you -->┌П┐<-- mwah.

Sunday 19 December 2010

Wednesday 15 December 2010

curcol :') =_=

okay. today was so ~!@#$%^&*(_+!!! bangun pagi2 ke sklh ternyata sekolah udh kyk kuburan, gua sm pi-ah bagaikan bidadari penjaga kuburan :'D sip sip sip. cabut deh ke rmh tmn =_=".udh deh. :") dan, mau curcol.

okay well, I know this 'whole things' wrong, but i can't close my heart for 'feelings i don't want to feel'. Mehehe ~.~ and.............oooouuu my gosh. I'm such a fool for trusting you. Hahahaha idfc. ({}).
ah.and right now, i dont know what i'm feeling :(
 i desperately need someone to talk to, but when it comes the time, i just dont wanna to talk about it. especially when i playing with my friends. i just wanna have fun and forget it. but, it makes me keep all this sh*ts alone. yea. in my head. f*ck it. because, sometimes in life, all you can do is stick your head into pillow and bury yourself with music -365Thoughts #ihatequote. and fyi; i am gone. the person you see isn't the real me. the real me gave up long time ago. she couldnt take the constant pain anymore (via @ohteenquotes). whoa. sounds like i'm dying right now. hahahaha. ok, i'm not dying. i think i've got the hypophrenia; a feeling of sadness seemingly without a cause. so, just because i'm sad, doesn't mean i'm "galau" or something like that, right? =_=. wah. what a pity.............
woah jadi bs curcol jg disini ya ahaha lucu juga. and please please please forgive my grammar yang supa-dupa ancur2an o:)
and... "If one drink can make tonight slip my mind, then I should drink up so I can forget that I have lived my life" :') (#nowplaying ymas-liquid confidence)
yay. see ya later alligator \m/ 

Tuesday 14 December 2010

.......=_=

why do i create a blog?
i dont even knooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo'!
mehehe :-B
click this pic!

via moi tumbla~ \m/

Monday 13 December 2010

hi ☺

ok. well............ i'm new here. FINALLY i made this blog. thanks to..............PINA<3. but i'm not that "new". i've got a blog before. but thats my biology-blog. looooool (laughing out out out out out out out out loud). yay me \m/. enjoy :-D